Been a while since I felt so emotional, and the
thing is: I can't pinpoint my sadness. I do not know for sure why I am
beginning to become so strange. I feel myself questioning things more, as if I
have slightly lost my balance in life. I question myself a lot on happiness -
what one is right to be happy a bout. I also ask myself on whether I am happy.
Am I happy with what I have become as time has passed? Am I happy with the way
I treat people around me?
It kind of sucks, when you don't know why you
feel a certain way. I think (and hope) my brain is just figuring out some
issues in my life now + I am feeling stressed from 'A's approaching.
Please God, help me relieve myself of such
strange feelings and give me the courage to face this challenge to the end.