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Have not been feeling the best these couple past days. I really have such a hard time understanding myself sometimes. It gets to the point that I'd rather give up on everything (at that point of time).

There are times where my heart seems confused, and my brain tries to come into the picture and adds factors to support these negative feelings.

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I can't keep thinking that everyone around me is born like me - taught the same moral values; have the same upbringing, etc. This is what makes everyone different. Every human being is flawed. My stubborn self cannot seem to embrace that truth/fact/reality. But I need to.

Note to self: stop looking at people's flaws/differences, start paying more attention to their strengths and small but good actions.